onward and upward...
it's time. it is officially time to move on. he set fire to the bridge and i watched it fall in a burning mass. but, at least i didn't burn it. and i didn't cry enough to put out the flames, either. that's a start.
i guess we all hit a point where our old motivation seems weak and there comes a new internal reason to do or not do something. i'm finding it now. basically the term "irreconcilable differences" is my new motivation. in all honesty, i can't get my head around that term, but i don't care for it. however, it works for me. i feel i have irreconcilable differences with a few things in my life. and since you can end a marriage due to them, thereby getting rid of someone, i feel i can now get rid of some things. i now get to change things about me for no other reason than i want to change them. however, that means i'm doing it just for me, and that's a bit scary too.
posted by blonde hoyden @ 9:47 PM
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you can do it!!
it's almost as if watching the bridge burning (in the night for artistic sake), and standing there doing nothing about it, was in a way moving on. it honored what was, and may not be again.
i love you, and miss you, and your crazy fun classes!
Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. ~Author Unknown
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