one step closer ...

well, i signed my part of the papers two weeks ago and this past week he went through the deposition process to finish the divorce. i find it odd that while we talk all the time, he never mentioned that he had done this, however.

i'm not sure how i feel about this. i know i should feel some relief, but i don't. instead, i feel overwhelmed. now i have insurance to pay for, and i'm divorced...or almost. i'm all alone and on my own. i no longer have anything to do with the military. my whole identity has changed...again. that is a lot to take in i suppose. but, after a year, you'd think i'd have it down. guess i just wasn't ready after all....